Wednesday, October 29, 2008


I am crying in the middle of night,

Wishing that you were there by my side,

I want to weep lying in your arms,

And feel your heart close to my heart..

I want you to stay by my side silently speaking the words of touch,

Saying those unsaid feelings that you never said,

Kissing my tears and saying, “darling they are too precious to lose and so are you,

Darling I will always love you...”



My bodies turned cold
The feelings have left me
There’s nothing left of my heart
And my soul has died
~
My spirit was broken
Trying to see through you lies
My arms are bleeding
While I try to hide
~
You faked love to me
And you laughed as I struggled through life
You never tried to help me
You only pushed me away
~
I cry [you smile] as I die
You broke me
But now I’ve been set free
My death opens new doors for me
~
You now can’t torment me
I’m to far away to hear you now
You made me live in this hell
But you slowly killed me.

Tuesday, October 14, 2008


How do I
Get through one night without you
If I had to live without you
What kind of life would that be?
Oh I, I need you in my arms
Need you to hold
Your my world my heart my soul
If you ever leave Baby
you would take away everything good in my Life.

And tell me now
How do I live without you
I want to know
How do I breathe without you
If you ever go
How do I ever, ever survive?
How do I
How do I
Oh how do I live?.

Without you
There'd be no sun in my sky
There would be no love in my life
There would be no world left for me
And I
Baby I don't know what I would do
I'd be lost if I lost you
If you ever leave Baby
you would take away everything real in My life

And tell me now
How do I live without you
I want to know
How do I breathe without you
If you ever go
How do I ever, ever survive?
How do I
How do I
Oh how do I live without u?????

i love you!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!


Monday, September 29, 2008

There were days where I wanted you back, but I knew and always will
Even the best of memories of then fall through...
Because your gone
and I did nothing wrong.
I loved you,
I cared,
you still did what I feared
left, without explanation
I still
to this day,
don't know why...
Thinking without you
I'll forever cry
You were the only one
I've ever loved
Other guys that came along
meant nothing, I hope you know.
You were my everything
wish you still were... but instead
I'm left with nothing .
.



Saturday, September 20, 2008


I say I'm hurt,
But no one ask why..

They see me crying,
But they just pass by..

I don't understand why your love makes me feel this way,

Because when I hear your voice,
I feel weak and walk away..

You call ma name,
And I slowly retreat
You walk toward me,
And my heart starts to beat,
Faster and faster,

With every step you take,
My pain grows larger..
Because I know things will never be the same

Wednesday, September 10, 2008


I was walking on the road of time ,

In search of my life.

With innocence by my side,

Loneliness creeps into my life.

With loneliness by my side,

I cried and cried in silent night.

I wish someone would hear my cry,

And bring happiness by my side.

I was walking on the road of time,

In search of my life.

Friends betrayed my trustworthiness,

Loneliness robbed my innocence.

With feelings kept deep inside,

I cried and cried in lonely night.

I wish someone would hear me cry,

And bring love by my side.

I was alive but I was dead,

And needed love to breathe again …


Saturday, September 6, 2008


Love is
an understanding that is so complete that
you feel as if you are a part of the other person
accepting the other person just the way they are
and not trying to change them to be something else
Love is the source of unity

Love is
knowing that the other person
will always be with you regardless of what happens
missing the other person when they are away
but remaining near in heart at all times
Love is the source of security

Love is the
source of life